You know, the day i had my hickman put in i sat down at my computer and wanted to write an entry. But I was so drugged and tired I thought I'd do it in a day or two "when I feel better". Hpmh... Now half a month has gone by… more »

     So I'm just hanging tight till I have enough platelets to get a new hickman installed.. I'm good with that. In the mean time, I'm going to just pretend I don't have cancer. I mean no hickman = no cancer in my book. Course my… more »

     For some reason, this whole hickman business is just scary to me. You remember the story of me getting it in (from a previous post) and how scared I was. Well I was pretty nervous today getting it out. And of course there is… more »

      There I go again, neglecting my peeps.. I suppose in all fairness I’ve been neglecting quite a lot these days. I have found myself on a down swing emotionally and the swing isn’t much higher physically. I’ve been sick… more »