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2005-10-16

Hair...

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I'm losing my hair again. It takes about a week or two of pulling handfuls of hair out at a time. It’s rather conflicting because on the one hand, you don’t really want to pull hairs out. You want to keep your hair as long as possible with the possibility that you won’t lose ALL of it.. on the other hand, it falls out all day and night. There is hair everywhere! I have to change my pillow case daily and I’m not even going to get into all the hair on every surface of my house.. with this in mind, it seems like brushing it out would cut down on the amount of strays hairs in the house.. kinda like a dog… doesn’t really work, it still falls out. So yea, I’m a little bummed about losing my hair again. I’m just so tired.. so done… I don’t know if I have the energy to keep myself from feeling self conscious or to keep my head high. I’ll do what I have to do but damn it! I’m tired.. I don’t want to anymore!!