So I spent the last week in a slump. I found myself immersed in cancer bulletin boards. It’s a weird thing.. I went looking for support cuz I’ve been having a hard time and no one close to me really “gets it” (cept maybe my mom and family but they have to be getting sick of hearing about it by now). When I found what I was looking for, I read and read for hours and posted my feelings and such. It got to the point though that I found myself getting more scared and bummed about stuff. It was/is definitely and interesting situation. The boards give invaluable comfort by knowing there is other people out there that feel the same way as I do but at the same time no one really seeks support or help if they’re feeling great with no problems. So you end up reading very depressing stuff and if your depressed to begin with.. ug.

Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling really good. Figured it was a nice change to blog on a good day. lol.. don’t really have anything to say though.. hmm.