So I find myself winding down from a big scare. I'm feeling a little better health wise but not 100%. I mean, I believe that once I got scared enough to convince myself that something bad happened, some symptoms (muscle fatigue) might have been brain ind… more »

Molly called me first thing this morning and let me know that "I'm ok". I'm glad I'm "normal" but I was REALLY wigged out this time. All the symptoms appeared and this has never happened before (well, since I've been released into the wild). So, if my sy… more »

I had another CBC this morning. When I got back to the office I ripped the baindaid off and got a bunch of those little broken blood vessels from it. That's normal, right? That happens to everyone, right? I'm really wigged out. I mean even if the CBC com… more »

I'm the most scared I've been in the last two years. I'm trying my best to pretend like everything is ok but I am just frozen. I don't know what to think anymore. Found petechiae Saturday. Those little buggers only mean one thing.. low platelets. I'm not… more »

Went to Ohio this weekend to see a friend I met on the Leukemia society message boards. (hey Tiff) She relapsed earlier this month after just celebrating her 1 year mark. For me, the scary thing is that she's been having CBCs like every two or three week… more »