I’ve found that I’m dealing with a lot of body issues lately. Not the “does my butt look big” kind of body issues but trying to decide who really has the control, the body or the mind. We’ve all heard stories of fantastic feats of the mind and the power of a positive attitude blab la bla. I believe all that. I believe the mind is a very powerful part of what is a reality but what role does the body play? I’m having a big disconnect between the two and I’m a little disturbed by it. It feels like since my body let me down, I just can’t trust it again. It kinda feels like a fight between the two. I want to be convinced that my mind has the control but… I guess the let down my body gave me just shows how out of control everything is. Like I said, it’s the disconnect that is truly disturbing. My body and mind are a team and need to work together. I need to figure out how to get there. Ug. That doesn’t sound like an easy task. Hmph.